I see struggle everyday not just in my life but also in the lives of so many people.
Life isnt all about bed of roses anymore the moment you find out who you are.

Before i continou how are you all doing happy febuary i tagged the month as a month to remeber i dont know why but that was what God dropped in my heart to tag it as,  so alot of you are at that edge of giving up and even doing things that can tarnish your image and also draw you away from God, I know! i feel that way most times the Temptation is so real and scary but not to worry God sees all this and he has promised he will never fail, if we follow him keep fighting that Temptation, you can do it! hope for the best never expect the worst you are more than conqueror.

Have always struggled with so much in life infact procastination was about taking over me to tell you the truth i even struggle alot more in relationships, why because i never seek the face of God before bouncing into it. There was this particular  relationship i got into the very moment we started dating in my first year that was when i saw more about the world i was just so intrested in the worldy lifestyle,

I started drinking prayer life dropped down from 100 degree to 25 degree and that was a crucial point in my life when God really wanted to make good use of me the guy in question was always around me acting all caring but was never intrested in my future or dreams because he never had one.
All he knows how to do is to go about and want to hang out with me, sex was one thing we did always struggle with because he always want to get my clothes off in a rough way and always want to take great charge of my body at the end we struggle all the way for sex and end up not having   sex as time went by we he kept coming around wanting to visit me at evening periods or at night and also told me to keep the relationship secret, I was really an unhappy girl it was not funny I will be in class thinking of this same guy who treats me like shit.
Little did i know that as a child of God am not suppose to struggle in what God has ordained! God showed me clearly in my dream that i was venturing into a wrong part and if i dont stop he was going to take my life yes don’t be suprise God can take you or kill you if you are not fufilling his purpose on earth and he took me down to psalm37:23 The LORD makes firm the steps of the one who delights in him;


you see God can never give us what we can never handle I was just a full shadow of myself and I remeber i told God to terminate the relationship and let me gain my sanity back because i tell you when you venturing into what makes you depressed and tereble thats a clear sign that the devil took a hold of your extra super power given to you by God and God took me down to Jeremiah 29:11
11 For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. Then that was the time i knew that this isnt God’s plan for me that was then i knew that i was venturing into a wrong destination all by myself  after all said and done i called off the relationship and moved on, since then God order my steps because have given him full control on that have met so many young men some with Good class some with good spiritual background but God still said wait and you know waiting is a good sign of obiedence,
The bible says if yea are willing and obiedent you shall eat the good of the land God have always given me good directions ever since not just in relationship aspect also in my everyday life, at times am suppose to embark on jorneys that are very important God will litterally say don’t go and have being obeying, obiedence to God can create great standards what is that thing in your hand that seem like a weight its high time you let go of it and focus on Jesus alot of you may say how did you hear God speak to you? when you worship him in truth and in spirt he will definately speak to you always be sensitive in the spirit and he can give you the spirit of revelation to see beyond the ordinary its not magic it’s just total surrender to Jesus and he will definately see you through
When you have bitterness or resentment in your heart, you often don’t see things clearly. Even special little things, little rewards of the Lord’s love, don’t mean as much because bitterness blinds you to the good. But once you give that to the Lord, you can see things better and feel and experience the Lord’s love a lot more





Mercy Balami is a Nigerian Lifestyle and motivational blogger who have great insight to inspire and empower young people like her.

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7 Responses

  1. D'machine says:

    Wow… this is inspirational indeed. What a testimony bound life… true life experience that inspires. Take heed of his instructions and he shall direct your steps right.

    Ma’am take note!

  2. Sophie says:

    Hi Mercy! You such an inspiration to me thank you for your post especially this one that have to do with struggles in relationship i really got inspired by it, have always being in such abusive relationship but right now am going to let go and give it all to Jesus to direct my part, i know he will give me a clear vision on how to go about making my choice on the right one thank you so much you indeed a great woman i pray for more wisdom and grace for you God bless you ma.

  3. Naomi says:

    Oh oh oh!u’v killed it all…thanks for dis inspirational piece,hav bin struggling with procrastination and also relationships,all bcos I don’t seek the face of God.buh I tank God who has rili opened my eyes to c the reality of life,and has also made me undastand dat if I obey his commandments his goin to make tinx fall into place for me….

    • Elvis says:

      My dear we give glory to God keep waiting on him his able to guide you and give you the best thing in life, obiedence to his word can take you places and make you that which you ought to be remain bless dear have a great week.

  4. Gladys says:

    I am waiting on you Lord! Even though not as patiently as I should. This was a very encouraging post. Thank you!

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